May 2012
7 posts
once again i give the fuck up.
I always fuck everything up.
okay, fuck my fucking life. seriously fuck it.
when there are some people you used to call your friends who wouldn’t even give you the time of day, yet you still miss them, and wish you could still talk to them and see them. fml.
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April 2012
44 posts
I wish to be appreciated. Or even noticed. </3
I want to smile. not the hollow smile I do to hide the sorrow, when someone expects it. The shallow excuse for happiness. I want to truly mean it. Smile because I’m happy. Not a worry. Not a care. Really happy. Sober. Clean. To live. Is that so much to ask?
so desperate for something I found half a bottle of lambrini in my room and downed it, not done much >.<
I haven’t been this low for a long time.
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falling for someone who doesnt love you hurts so much. when theyre your best friend and they know hurts even more. especially when theyre openly fucking someone else.
just gurned out my window. greaaattt.
ain’t even drunk enough to get tipsy.
fml.
When someone you think is a close mate, who you go to for so many problems, you feel like you can tell them anything without being judged, but then acts like they don’t care about you, it hurts so much, I don’t know if I’ve done something wrong, they’re upset or they really don’t care. Fuck.
I think I’m dying, I’m so hungover, I can’t even remember a lot of last night, and I only had a couple mates round. I’d be an awesome alcoholic.