in the belly of a shark

once again i give the fuck up.

I always fuck everything up.

okay, fuck my fucking life. seriously fuck it. 

when there are some people you used to call your friends who wouldn’t even give you the time of day, yet you still miss them, and wish you could still talk to them and see them. fml.

are you going to the beatles: the lost concert" movie when it comes out next month?
Anonymous

Probably not. :)

I wish to be appreciated. Or even noticed. </3 

I want to smile. not the hollow smile I do to hide the sorrow, when someone expects it. The shallow excuse for happiness. I want to truly mean it. Smile because I’m happy. Not a worry. Not a care. Really happy. Sober. Clean. To live. Is that so much to ask?

so desperate for something I found half a bottle of lambrini in my room and downed it, not done much >.< 

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